Tired

I am so tired today... not just head tired but body exhausted. I went to bed at 330 this morning and woke up at 1030. So I still got seven hours. I just haven't been able to concentrate. I am in such a strange mood. I wrote a paper before lunch, then had a nice cuddle session with one of my roommates Amber. She is amazing!!! Then I went tanning with Michelle also fabulous. Came home and painted with another great friend Julie. SO really I shouldn't feel like I do but I just cant concentrate. My head is all fussy and I am just so done. I am done with school but I still have so many papers left. I wish I could just be finished right now.

I hate getting to this place. I want to enjoy this last little bit of time that I have with these amazing friends, with these amazing roommates but I feel like I am pushing them away. Another friend of mine Ashley does this. She pushes people away when she knows she is leaving because it makes the actual act of leaving easier. I don't want to do that. But right now I don't know how else I can deal with this. How else I can manage having to say goodbye to so many people. Whatever, I don't have to deal with this right now. .. I still have 22 more days :)