Happy :) and working on it

So I am really starting to feel better! I reached out to my friends talked to my family and now I know more than ever how loved I am. Last week my mom and I had a fantastic talk and I feel so much better. I have opened up with some of my friends and really feel supported. I know that I am at a point of transitioning but I am realizing that that is ok.

For now my family is doing alright... hanging in there. And I know it is not my place nor is it my duty to carry them. I have started praying again and my prayers and thoughts are with them everyday.
My friends know enough about my life to support me. I know they love me no matter what!
And through whatever happens I also know that God is with me and loves me even in my transition.

Last weekend my mom gave me a little inspiration type thing... called "Follow Your Destiny Wherever It Leads You".

It says....

There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by.
Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. You may at times be led in directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet if you had never put any effort into choosing a path or attempting your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all.
Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's" and rid yourself of confusion.
Whatever was- is in the past. Whatever is- is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized. Today is here.
Walk your path one step at a time- with courage, faith, and determination. Keep your head up, and cast your dreams to the starts. Soon a path that you never imagined will become the most comfortable direction for you to follow.
Keep your bleief in yourself and walk into your new journey. You will find it magnificent, spectacular, and beyond your wildest imaginings. - Vicki Silvers